Anyhow, here is me yesterday, sitting on the porch with a cuppa joe, when the temperature was 54 and the sky was oh so grey. Grey nails, grey clothes, grey day, grey mood. My ensemble was not planned, just happened that way. These were in my stack of what I call "throw on clothes".
And I really had the blues, which I can't seem to shake, and it's more than the holiday blues. Feeling physically worn out doesn't help.
Tomorrow I'm off to see the orthopedist for x-rays and evaluation of my hips and knees, which have been bothering me off and on for several months. I hope to get some news of things that can be done, other than knee replacement. It seems, from what I've been told, that most Drs. take that approach pretty rapidly. So will see what comes of it. My regular physician moved so I had to find a new one. All my blood tests for everything they could test me for came back as normal range. When I mentioned my joint and muscle pain, she said I just needed to lose weight and dismissed the issue. So I decided to try and get some answers besides, "just lose weight". That wouldn't hurt of course, and I know that, but I'm pretty sure there is something else going on. The entire visit with this particular physician was really disappointing. For every issue I brought up, she was ready to write another prescription. This was before any blood work at all. I left with NO prescriptions, as I declined them all. So she was probably as disappointed with me as a patient as I am with her as a Dr. So I am still on a quest for answers, and I don't believe they lie within traditional medicine entirely. I'm very interested in integrative medicine, even alternatives, but the problem with that is, no insurance company will cover any of that. So we are on our own in seeking any choice other than the traditional.